ok..so i like..have a new xanga. this 1 was gettin old...so yeah..

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=ShakN_my_BakN

I GOT MY PHONE FIXED!!

i lost all my pictures

i lost all my ringtones

i lost all my games

it sucks.

but its fixed.

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isnt nsync so cool...lol

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something has happened recently..i dunno what it is, but my life has just been turned right side up again. everything is cool. im in such a good mood. for now anyway...my girls are my 2$ hoes...i love yall lol

i think i can safely say this is 1 of the suckiest parts of my life...this week..month...who knows how long it will last

have u ever wondered why things happen in your life? how sometimes, something can be so great, u dont think it could ever end. Then another time something goes so horribly wrong, u dont think u can live?  Do u think ur life is planned out b4 u are born, or are u in control?

all i know is w/e it is just turned the tables on me

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i have realized something. ever since the year 2005 first started, it has been nothin but a downward spiral.i didnt post my feelings at first but now i think i will...if parents are in the room...get them out right now.

life is fucked up! since jan 1st my life has been nothing but a fucking downhill spiral. for the past 2 weeks it has been filled w/ nothing but tears, friends, and heartbreaks. something got fucked up in the stars or wherever the fuckin universe gets its power. i am all mixed up. i think im happy...but im not. i think im sad...im not..i think im ANYTHING but im fucking NOT!

words cannot express the emotions i have been having to deal with this past week.

its not 1 thing thats bothering me..so for those of u people thinkin just 1 thing has me down...u are wrong. everything is fucked up. nothing has gone right. i cant do anything right. nothing in my house is right. my life is screwed. its too late to fix anything.

quoting mary..

"lifes a fucking bitch"

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wow..that really did help

Currently Watching Little Black Book By Brittany Murphy, Holly Hunter, Kathy Bates, Ron Livingston see related

best trip ever.

pics coming up...your choice if u wanna look at em...sum are funny lol

these are also all posted at http://photobucket.com/albums/v212/jessicat5377/

ok..

time to start our trip! lol

 there was biloxi to welcome us to the house!

time to leave! we got hungry!

 at taco bell where mary is getting her drink!....

DONE EATING! time to hit the road again!

OFF TO WALMART!! lol

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.. and of course we cant leave walmart w/o doing sumthin crazy...

 we wrote our phone #s and hung them up..no calles yet :( lol

time to go down the old country road!

...WE FOUND THE END OF THAT LONG COUNTRY ROAD!!

it took us 45 min but we found it! lol .

started getting dark..time to go home.

we're home!

what did u think we were gonna do? sleep...? lol here is us at the house!.

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now..we start getting hyper...lol

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yes..that is me..lol...

we then decided we were tired...well...we THOUGHT we were. mary was..but lauren and i stayed awake until 4 talkin over mary haha that was fun. we went to sleep..

then..the next day...we went to sunday school

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we didnt take many pics there...

again we got hungry..so its OFF THE PIZZA INN!! lol

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the entertainment got boring...so we changed the tv channel..check out what we're watching  lol

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again..we go back to walmart...

 only pic..

1 last trip in the car to look at the pretty houses...

 very pretty...lol

so..my parents finally came and after only 4 hours of sleep and 2 exciting days in Wiggins, MS...we were wiped out...

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we finally made it to laurens house!

 bye lauren! lol

now that lauren is gone..mary and i can enjoy the extra leg room..

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finally home..

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mary came to my house...we were in my room maybe 10 min b4 we were both passed out asleep on the bed...that was the best trip ever..lol

Currently Watching Open Water (Widescreen Edition) By Blanchard Ryan, Daniel Travis (II), Saul Stein see related

first off..i gotta say..dont see open water! lol

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pics from my NEW digital camera!! lol

<---yes..i am related to him...lol

<---my momma!

<--my guitars! am i cool yet...?

 MaRy!!

mary's...brother...?

mary discovers..HER HAND!! lol

 um ok..mary..if u and ur brother wanna practice ur kama sutra..PLEASE do it while im not around!!

**PICS FROM LAST NIGHT**

 ok marissa looks cool..lol

 LaUrEn!!

 GORILLA!! (sry ya'll are upside down!!! )

 hee hee hee...

 <--and lauren is loading that big box of tickets into my trunk...i was PRAYING that wouldnt spill lol